EASTER

Well today was a wonderful day. Relaxing and family filled. Still trying to feel at home. Still trying to feel like this is my home and that I am not just visiting. With work and school it is hard to feel home.

I wish I could see ahead to the future and figure out what choices I am supposed to make before I make them. I know that would take the fun out of it all but I do not want to make a mistake when it comes to my life and the life of my son. There are ups and downs all the time and I know what choices I have to make and, as I stated before, most of the time I choose not to follow through with the correct choice. Not sure what to make of that. Does it have to do with discipline? Or is it about control?

I am feeling closer to God everyday and learning a lot about myself and the others around me. I tend to trust everyone to the fullest until they give me a reason not to trust.. I get hurt often in that process. Still I believe in the good in people. Strange.. Yeah. I think so too.

Want to learn more about this blog site. I see so many that have great pic's and layouts and I love that. Not sure where to begin... So I have decided to just wait. I do not have a lot of time. With graduation coming up next month, I will wait and see what that brings. As for now I need to make the choice to study, plan my meals, save money and be happy. Every day .. you never know if tomorrow will ever come. Make your memories today. Don't wait for tomorrow. Life is a blessing and I thank God everyday for all of the many blessings in my life.

I read this today and it stuck with me.... " Why do you always want more of what you don't need.... Because what you don't need does not satisfy." That is why people are always searching for something more... and more ... and more... because they can't see that what they already have is perfect... Be content...