Mind over me..

Well it has been 3 days that I have been walking on my lunch hour. And everyday I still try and figure out a way to tell my friend that I can't walk with her today. I KNOW I have to get healthy. And I feel great, I am already sleeping better. I am tired at night where before I was not. Food is my issue. I want to cut out carbs and sugar and I did for one day then I snuck it back in little by little each day. I know I don't need it, so why can't I just STOP IT.. I need to control my dinners and the foods I buy. Planning... Pack my lunch..

Back again...

I can not believe it has been so long since I have written anything. My job is crazy busy, my commute, it's long. I have just acquired a carpool buddy which is helping the gas money situation. At $4.20 a gallon I had to do something. I am currently managing several situations in my life, this is the first Easter that I have done on my own. It went well but I did miss the family. But this year I decided to say no to the drama. It started before I even went there so I passed. been catching up on doctors appts, not fun but good to be back at Kaiser. Our living situation is challenging to say the least. You know me, I love everyone, but the lack of respect and gratitude is enough for even me to hold resentment and anger. Not to mention the extra money that is spent its OUTRAGEOUS. I understand it is a necessary situation but....wow I never thought it would be this hard taking care of an elderly parent (in-law). I am excited to see what the remainder of this year holds for me and which doors are opened and which paths I choose to follow..